I have betrayed my boyfriends trust by talking to my ex online. Almost a year ago, I was in a deep depression and ended up turning to him to talk to. I know it was wrong and then I was not able to break my ties with him. We kept in off and on and yes I admit some emails were inappropriate. I never had any intentions on being with him. And now the day after Thanksgiving, I guess my ex felt he needed to teach me a lesson. He copied and printed all our emails and sent them to my boyfriends business and to the house. I was living in Ohio with him and he told me he needed me to leave and go back home in Pennsylvania for awhile. Im trying to take responsibility for my actions but I think if I hadnt gone off of my medication for depression this wouldnt have happened. I honestly believe the thought of talking with my ex never would have crossed my mind. Is there anything I can do or do I just need to give him all the time he needs? He said it may be a month or 2 before he makes any decisions. I know he needs time to sort all this out but Im afraid if Im here too long it will be harder for us to work things out.I have told him how sorry I was for hurting him. It hurts me just knowing how much I hurt him. We have been talking on the phone since I left and we are both having a difficult time with this. I have already taken the steps to help my depression. I am now back on my meds. Is there anything else I can do to help this situation?
You have already done everything your can. Tell your boyfriend that you love him and that you want him to forgive you. Promise him that you will never do anything like that again, if you think that is the truth. And wait for your boyfriend's dicision.
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